Marriage is not a joke. It is not something you just play around with. It isn't something you decide you think you wanna try this week but oh if it doesn't work I can just get out of it next week and pretend it never happened. Some people I've been hearing about lately are getting married for all the wrong reasons. You don't get married when you have a new boyfriend every single week and you...

     Lonely?      Troubled?      The weight of the world seems to be on your shoulders?      Why not reach out beyond the confines of notes?      Why not share the burden with all those who know... who walk that same walk?      Why not risk letting people who...

"If you could become a fictional character for one day, who would it be?"   Edward from Twilight, hands down. I would be Edward, and walk around (not looking like a douche bag who paid $600 for a "haircut" that anyone else in the entire world gets from sleeping on a pillow) being all sexy and shit and looking all innocent, and walking around in the sunlight and being...

like staring into a glass of water in a room with all white walls the buzzing sound of silence so constant that i tap my fingers making different little beats because everything is stagnant and i just cant take it. sitting on a clear plastic chair haven't moved for hours but suffering from motion sickness. pure air filling the lungs but still cant breath and i dont think...

7/06/2009 - Start time: 1:30 AM     Why the hesitation?  What do I really have left anymore?  The one I felt I wanted to spend the rest of my life with turned into a douche.  I have two wonderful people who care about me, one of which just kissed me, the other I'm dating.  The first, that was his first kiss and all my friends like him.  The other I feel...

Sometimes when I'm driving, I'll speed up to pass somebody, then they'll speed up as I'm passing them so I speed up even more to pass them.  Then, since I don't want to feel like a jerk for slowing down once I pass them, I just keep driving fast.  Or sometimes I'll get stuck in front of a slower car in front of me as other people pass me, and then I'd feel like a jerk for passing...

so i ended up hanging out with brantly for the fourth of july. we smoked and drinked before we went to go see fireworks  but we left druing the middle of htem becuase i had to pee so bad and he wouldnt let me use the porta pottys there becuase my firends were sitting by them and he didtn want to sit with them  .. but we  went  home drank some more and we passed out. well we...

  These are my thoughts of the Life of Michael Jackson.    I write them because of his talent and the contribution he made to music.     We are so steeped in the shallowness of Pop culture that people actually believe that Michael Jackson wrote his own songs and planned his own entertainment.    He didn't.   Apart from Quincy Jones, who was the...

There were still some reports this week that site speed was not great, so I spent yesterday doing some investigation and cleaning up some bits that weren't performing as well as they should be.  The good news is that everything is running much better today - testing shows that performance is almost double of what it was earlier in the week, and...

  Mid-morning, Friday. It’s already hot enough outside to fry eggs in a chicken’s ass. Hmm, maybe not, maybe poach eggs in a chicken’s ass, I’m thinking to fry them you’d need a stick of butter and a spatula up that chicken’s ass and that passes gray areas of the law straight into Class Eww-Gross felonies. I’ve got one dog at my feet, ok on my...